2012

一年又快过了。

这一年真是发生很多事，有好的，有不好的。

有时候，我一直都觉得自己有太多不足。努力地改变，希望能做得更好！

可是每一次的结尾都很不如意，显得很无能，简直是不需要的一位。

希望新的一年里，我能做得更好。

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wen shen

31/12/2012

星期一

CF 2012

COMIC FIESTA 2012!
The 4th year of joining Comic Fiesta. Time passed fast, since 2009..all started from Sunway Pyramid Conventional Center.

Another year in SQ again. Complete busy and exhausted!

I like his art! Support him!

The only photo I have for CF. 

Let's look forward for next year! CF2013.

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wen shen

26/12/2012

星期三

Toughest Moment [2012]

终于考完试了！

今年，2012的下半年，可真是最艰难的半年。很多人说考ACCA不容易，3张已是极限，拿4张是自杀的行为。我竟然去报考4张ACCA，4科STPM！

今天就是重获自由之身的日子！精神上已经累垮了，好多天没得到足够的睡眠。

这次，我真的有点失望，ACCA两张好两张表现不好。不期望很好的成绩，希望能及格就好！

STPM，4个科目中，一张没去考，其余3张应该也能考及格！哈哈，我是最后一分钟前读书，没曾上过课，没翻开课本复习。如果能及格的话，真是个奇迹。

我就拭目以待，等成绩吧！

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wen shen

13/12/2012

星期四

Chiling Waterfall

Chiling Waterfall
3rd November 2012 (Saturday)

Another Waterfall. In past, I had always listened many good comments about this waterfall as the best in Selangor! Indeed it is challenging. If a first timer there and does not inquire for direction at registration, a person would definitely lose his direction.

Actually, this was a sudden plan of outing for a friend before leaving to Germany, but he had his flight few days before this outing. So just 4 of us, and thank Brandon so much for providing the transport.

We departed from my house (PJ). We took the road to Rawang, and then to Kuala Kubu Baru. The whole journey was about 1 hour, and it is easy way as most of the way were straight road all the way after Rawang.

From the road to the actual entrance, will take less than 10 minutes walk (not too sure). Went straight to register. Apparently, people can get lost in this area, it is required to register and write check-in time and check-out when leaving. There is registration fee of RM1 per person.

Let me give you an advice. At the very start after entering on track to waterfall, TAKE LEFT when reach to a split. Take right and will get lost in the Jungle, said by the person in registration counter.

 The 1st waterfall. It took us around 1 hour 30 minutes to reach the 1st waterfall.

It is option to go for 2nd Waterfall but it is a tough road, really have to be cautious and beware of your steps.

On the way to 2nd Waterfall.

2nd Waterfall

We are really thankful to the "guai lou" that helped us and his group of friends(colleagues) too, or we could really get lost (not really but maybe taking the wrong way that takes longer time). Such nice people they are, giving us food, showing us the way.

The "guai lou"

Selangor Dam

We were praying so hard for the day not to rain (It was raining everyday in Selangor that period of time), grateful that it rained right after we left!

It is a really good place to go, recommended place to unwind and escape from hectic city for relaxing weekend. =P

Edward Tan

Caring Others' Thought Of Me

There is always one that I would like to overcome, ie. get rid of the attitude "over care others' thought of me".

Personally, Whenever in any group or facing a person, I tend to concern what she thinks of me. Subsequently, I will try to say something and act into one that interest her. It turns to be unusual me, and fatigue with after long period of concerning. Tiredness is the state after socializing, and I am getting like the feeling of being alone, sitting quietly, relaxing my mind.

有时候，我就是过度在意人家对我的看法。

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wen shen

15/11/2012

星期四

BIGBANG Alive Tour 2012

自从看了《Family Outing》，我认识了大聲。个人觉得他的为人很友善，开朗，勇于追求梦想不放弃，而且声音很好听，可能就是喜欢并希望能和他类似的人做朋友。

巧合的是10月27号，BigBang来马来西亚举办演唱会，而当天我也在KL有F7的课，所以打算去看一看。顺便听一下BigBang现场版的歌声。

VIPs真的不是简单的粉丝！晚上8开始的演唱会，竟然当天下午1点时已是人山人海。一大早就开始排队，就只是为了得到好位子？可能我应该去参加一次，体验演唱会的感觉……

报章还写，最早到Stadium来排队的是东马的VIPs，前一天早上10点就到。（应该没错）

没有买到入门票，只能在馆外听歌。 第一次站在高处，就是为了看体育馆内的表演！此时是Daesung演唱“Wings”。（银幕上能看到他唱歌，可惜照片不清）

第二天，跟昨天相比简直是天地之差，体育馆周围渺无人迹，很宁静，无法相信此时的昨天有多热闹。唉～

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wen shen

01/11/2012

星期四

FO RM

不知不觉，突然间迷上了韩国综艺节目！尤其是《Family Outing》（家族的誕生）和《Running Man》

其实，曾经在外婆家偶然下看了一集《Running Man》，但是已经觉得很有趣，不过那时不知节目名称，回家后就没追看了。某天，从朋友得知RM，回家立刻追看！

起初，一直只看RM，但后来知道劉在石的前一部综艺节目，FO。“国民MC”，这称号他当之无愧！

李天熙 ，尹鍾信 ，劉在石 ，李孝利 ，金秀路 ，朴藝珍 ，第一集嘉宾 ，大聲

还有不在图片上的家族成员 ：金鐘國 ，朴海鎮 ，朴詩妍

其实我很羡慕家族成员，能一起生活、玩游戏、做杂物、准备晚餐。能够和朋友成为家人，一起生活不容易啊。

最喜欢的是「呆瓜兄弟」！留意了大聲，其实我觉得他的声音很不错，可惜我发现他只有很少的个人作品，就连个个人MV都没有。

李光洙 ，宋智孝 ，劉在石 ，宋仲基 ，Gary ，池石鎮 ，Lizzy ，金鍾國 ，Haha

RM 的特点就是在著名地标进行游戏，最后输的那一对成员必须受惩罚。已经中Running Man毒了，Fighting！呵呵

这节目是我所看过的最好综艺节目，但是唯一美中不足的是宋仲基和Lizzy已离开节目。多希望他们能归队，再次看到完整的Running Man。

×希望能有个RM特辑——Running Man Vs. Family Outing

Negative

Recently, I feel surge of anxiety. Keep thinking of negative side, though it is not my conscious act. Every time I go to bed and close my eyes, will unconsciously falling into of those "what-if" situations and seem so real! In "Imagination Thinking", I thought was my fault, keep blaming self for all the mistake done and couldn't be undone.

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今年，真的很感谢GSC和Burger King，免费戏票以及汉堡包。

真希望明年会得到更多的，更好的...

常听人家说，不要抱着人家就应该对你好，为你付出，的自私想法。与其一直期待着，等待着，还不如对身边的人好。

我也应该为人多多着想啊。

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Animangaki 2012

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wen shen

04/09/2012

星期二

Result

I just received my result recently, not long ago. Overall I would say as disappointment, passed 2 and failed 1.

F4 was just a marginal passed, I was so upset and thought to be higher mark. ARRHHH
F5 was truly a disaster, no doubt. I knew I was going to fail, so nothing to say about it.
F6, I had done so well, answered every question with confident, hoping for 80% and above. Yet, only 73%? ARRHH

Your examination results for the June 2012 session issued on 08-AUG-12 are:  

Paper Details                                   Mark(%)                      Result

F4 MYS            Corp & Bus Law                        55                                Pass

F5                    Perf. Man.                               43                                Fail

F6 MYS            Tax.                                         73                                Pass

Currently, I am retaking F5 for December exam, that means F5, F7, F8 and F9. Must study hard now, can't afford to lose any further marks.

19th Birthday

My Birthday just ended. That's so soon, till I could realized nothing happened. It should be an awesome and great day but.. Somehow I found it ironically that it was the opposite for past many years while reading blog posts of 2 years back.

Anyway, same as usual, my mum even forgot my birthday! Not even now she realized a single bits of the happening. Haha, I have no intent to tell her.

Neither my college mates, because none of them knows about my birthday. Just an ordinary day same as usual. As years pass by years, birthday is nothing extraordinary to me ever since after primary school. So, I don't care much about it anymore.

Thanks My dad, brother, and friends that wished me through verbal communication, SMS, FB and so on. Thank you so much.


Few happenings of the day
*It was the third time that motorcycle ran out of fuel, yet this time was way far away from petrol station. Awesome moment of pushing my motorbike in late night at silent streets at night. 

*bought Ice cream. Tradition I guess. 

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wen shen

11/08/2012

星期六

梦想·旅游

拥有梦想是很美好，真的很幸福。

曾经很盲目，人生似毫无目标，我自己也不知道要有何作为。努力拼命的过了童年至中学生涯，却不觉得曾是为自己而过。

不知从何时起，隐隐发觉失去了某些很重要的东西，梦想就是旅游，为了寻找所失去的。

背着背包，手拿着相机，一步一步的走偏世界。

『再苦再穷都要去旅行』

文燊

这次，7公里！

续KDU短跑后，又参与另一项7公里短跑的公益活动。那就是NTV7 Feel Good Run 2012。没记错的话，那应该是为了提倡爱护狗狗猫猫以及得到更多人对此事的关注吧。

这次，我用了48分钟跑完7公里！呵呵。

我知道48分钟7公里，可能在很多人的记录下，也该算是低于平均水平。

再接再厉吧！

已爱上了跑步

   

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上个星期，偶然之下，我回去Taman Mayang。曾在这儿的Secret Recipe HQ 做个Office Boy。

回想起，都过了几个月。当时的同事大多都已不在那儿打工了。

有时候，时间过得真快，曾经一起在同一个公司打工，现在不可能一起在同个环境做工了。正如，也不可能再和中学同学在同一个课室上课，那时候的时光只成了回忆。相聚也是间不容易的事啊。

打工时候，喜欢吃的Cowboy！午休，就来这儿吃。也没什么原因。

一，味道还好；二，便宜！当时也较穷，经济饭又很不经济！-.-

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wen shen

15/07/2012

星期日

『电影』千与千寻

 [ Movie] Spirited Away / Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi

『电影』千与千寻 / 神隐少女  ( 千と千尋の神隠し )

我很欣赏，并且喜欢千寻小妹妹，显得相貌平平，但表现出单纯可爱的小女孩形象。看完这部动漫，使我也想在“油屋”澡堂做工。呵呵

年仅十岁的获野千寻，随父母搬家来到陌生的城镇。然而途中迷路了，误闯入人类不应该进入的灵异小镇。小镇的主管是当地一家叫“油屋”澡堂的巫婆，湯婆婆。千寻的父母因未经过店员的允许，把客人的食物给吃了，而变成了猪。镇上有一条规定，在镇上凡是没有工作的人，都要被变成猪被吃掉。

为了拯救父母，在汤婆婆的助手白龍的帮助下，成功获得了一份工作。服侍河神，无脸男的搞怪，因偷取了钱婆婆的魔女印章而受伤的白龙，搭火车去见钱婆婆。

最终，遵守镇上的规则，千寻成功猜对了，随父母离开灵异小镇。

感到恐惧，害怕的小千站在石像旁，拒绝进入。

 澡堂的锅炉房。千寻想帮锅炉爷爷，求一份工。

New Semester

New semester commenced days ago. This time, I did not go to PJ branch for following papers, instead I went to KL branch.
No more, go college(PJ) with motorcycle, through Federal Highway and LDP. It is LRT as part of ordinary course of my life now! So not cost effective.

New lecturers, i.e. Keith Farmer (F7) , Marcus Ong (F8) , Andrew Pang (F9).

Now, I have done first class of each lecturer. My first impression of the classes...

Keith, although with his British accent, but I found that interesting. It just caught my attention and my focus in class but a little more concentration required to catch and understand every words. As to me, not much difficulties here.

Marcus, very clear, that I would definitely agree, he is a very "hardworking" person. Love doing questions, practice and more and more. which I am okay with it. F8 is a complete theory papers, as he said. 90% of papers will mostly be case study and 10% knowledge of textbook.
I still remember he said, "Full time student. So have lot of free time right? so study 8 hours a day no problem! If want to pass this paper, you need to be hardworking!"

Andrew, he was ill and could not voice out loud. He seemed friendly in the class, a nice person though. There is a little similarity with Marcus, he does questions in class (end of the class). I felt kinda relaxing in his class, not too bad.

It is just my impression of those first classes.

慈善短跑

今天一大早起来，就到 Kelana Jaya 参加 MCS Fun Run。

5公里也不算是什么，我用了35分钟跑完全程。呵呵

起步站

Goodies Bag

5公里的终站

下个星期，再接再厉！Feels Good Run 2012!

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wen shen

01/07/2012

星期日

Kanching Falls

I had wanted to plan a trip after my exam, it was actually to Ipoh but postponed due to unforeseen circumstances, and went to Kanching Waterfalls instead.

25/6/2012 (Tuesday)
I chose to go on weekday but no weekend, is just a simple reason, avoiding the crowd!

That day, 8am, we gathered at my house and because of yat yow coming late. We left to LRT at 8.30am. Reach at Pasar Seni LRT station, and loitered around to have breakfast.

After that, straight to the bus stop. We were so lucky, that eventually got a bus that moment we reached. Kanchong falls is really a convenient location to unwind and relax away from city as possible taking public transport there.

*As guidance, after step out from LRT station, while walking towards China street (茨厂街), Bangkok Bank (tall building) is kinda obvious from view. The bus stop is in front of the bank, take Metrobus no. 43, the fare is just only RM1.50.

It was indeed a great place to unwind. We saw a lot of mini-waterfalls but decided to walk to as far as possible. As continue walking, we reached to a fall that had no anyone else but only us. Awesome! After that, continue hiking (oh ya, there is no more stairs after 5 or 6 falls) till the end! Great experience.

Oh ya, we have to pay entrance fees. It was RM1 per person. 

As usual, a charge of RM0.50 per person. I must really voice it out, the condition was same as my previous school, at least maintain and keep it hygiene!

Haha, A special "entertainment". 

After Exam

It has been 2 weeks after my exam. KDU was not bad, at least environment and desk & chair provided were at the level of satisfaction. Anyway it was not really that crowded, there was quiet spot to revise. Personally, I just hate place that is noisy.

About my performance in exam, I guess I might have flunked F5. It was a disaster to me. 3 hours of struggling, yet it was the first paper for this sitting. However, F6 was pretty easy and same goes to F4.

My rating, from easiest to hardest, would be...
F6 > F4 > F5


I would not want to talk about it until 8/8/2012. Just let it be for now.


*I would really recommend anyone that interested in F4 to go for class of Miss Sanjeetha in KSA! She is really good, With her interesting lecture and interactive experience story of hers. Easy understanding, and not boring. 

小礼物

从小到大，我很少收到礼物。虽然没什么，但一直都抱着期望的心情和希望，我毕竟也是普通人一位，一样地期盼得到心灵上的满足。

但是我知足，很感谢曾给过我礼物的朋友们和家人。感恩啊（哈哈，语气跟老人家似的）

Little Girl 给的礼物。 呵呵

还有一件事，前一阵子搬家的时候，无意间发现了一张旧字条。

8岁时收到的小单车 (Kids Scooter)

小时候，好像没收过什么生日礼物（从我懂事以后，不记得有收过）。印象最深刻的唯一一次就是这份礼物。一生中第一次收到惊喜的礼物。

Motivation

Simply I just need motivation in boosting my determination to ace my exam!

3 days remaining and tomorrow is AFA! Without looking at the books and keep convincing myself that I know everything. 

Now, I have set a target! If I score average 70% out from the 3 papers, I'll buy myself a DSLR camera. I know the result is going to be released on 8th of August and my birthday is 10th. Not a bad idea, the camera can be my birthday present to me!

...Forever alone. I wish so much someone give me present instead myself. 

Now And After

I guess the title is irrelevant and just happened to pop up in my mind.

Exam is just coming so soon, and I'm not ready. It seems that I have prepared myself to burn the midnight oil from now until end of the exam. What I really aim for is just 68 marks and above! The result better not turn me down. I'm a little concern as study(as in education system of getting a certificate) makes me feel my life is boring and wearisome. I like to learn but study has became a tedious task to me. Nowadays, I have just momentary lapse of concentration and it is no good. FINGER CROSSED!

I really want to do something meaningful in life! Not just office work, wearing a tie after getting my ACCA. Office is not what I want. Now I realized, I really really want is to travel and THAT HAS BECAME MY DREAM!

I have decided! A backpack trip duration minimum a month or more after my ACCA, hopefully by 1st quarter of 2014, but with the limitation of distance and duration that my financial allows me to do so. An unbreakable promise to self is made!

I really miss those halcyon days when I was a kid. Things just keep changing with the flow of time.

P.S. Today is my mum's birthday. Happy Birthday!!

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wen shen

05/06/2012

星期二

Ch.7.1. 书

一个星期前的两天，是我一生中在书局买最多数的一次！
把政府RM200的书卷和MPH RM200的书卷，一次过用，买了总共RM400的书和文具！

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wen shen

14/05/2012

星期一